Monday, February 07, 2011

the feeling of lost

during CNY, i heard many predictions about how the luck of the different zodiacs are rather bad this year.. which I must say its quite true.

I am feeling lost yet again. Feeling helpless that I cannot offer my help to a friend who is so close to my heart. I get the feeling that A does not want my help in anyway, but still a large part of me want to help A. This feeling sucks big time and I cannot help but feel that way. I am afraid I will lose A in time to come. Please, let that be FALSE.