my stupid choice of exam dates
I made a mistake firstly by choosing psychology.
Now i made another mistake when the dates of my exams are just 1 day apart.
Terrestial environments on friday and PSYCHOLOGY on saturday.
Doubly (Double + Doubt) Died-ed.
I should have spaced these 2 out.
Stress BUT happy TODAY
I was sian-ing reading through my biophysical notes ( I am really bored) but tomorrow is the EXAM! No choice.
And you called.
I never expect you to call me. But I am very happy and my mood was lifted :)
Though the conversation was only 2-3 mins, it was enough to make me happy.
'So, I'll see you then k' ( by you, 2008)
EC1101E - 3 days more.
Nothing to do - just counting down.
Last day as Freshie?
1 more week and the exam papers will be facing me once again. And I was reminded by Cliff that friday was my last working day as a Freshie. And will be year 2 soon.
And Im happy on friday as I got back my one and only 'A' assignment out of ALL MY CONINUAL ASSESSMENT. That explains so much about my grades this semester.
Whiny and Depressed
A huge thanks and apology to friends who heard me whine these days. I feel that today I was being quite whiny (upon reflection) and that I should STOP and accept whats going on since nothing is going to change anyway. But it just make me feel better after whining.
It has been a great semester for me in terms of CCAs and Drama related events as I have accomplished many fulfilling things and doing things that I really enjoy.
However, in terms of grades, it hasn't been well reflected. I took a wrong module this semester (psychology) and got relatively poor grades for it (my definition of poor = B- and below, average - B, B+, good = As). As for my other subjects, they are performed better (phew!) but I realised until now, I have not gotten back any essays that have and 'A' on it. The mas I have for essays (exclude prac) was an A-.
I was sad not because of my grades (per se) but I need 1-2 subjects to get a higher grade to cover my psychology which I am so doomed for.
But, I have decided now that there is just so much I can do and I should just enjoy my university days since it is the last chance for me to study. Grades are important but I realised that my pay isnt going to be very high if I get a second upper or second lower. Seriously. My aim is 2nd Upper (as I want to do Honour Thesis, since it is 12MCs!!) But living life is important as well. Hui shi spotted white hair and this is not exaclt a very good sign.
I thank all of my friends again and see you all tomorrow.
Stress over examination, I suppose
For the past few days, it has been relatively not too good for me. Examinations are approaching and it will be less than 2 weeks before my first paper. My usual studying habits did not exactly prep me a lot for the exams and now that I try to revise my work everyday, it is really tiring and draining. Especially for today, yesterday and the day before, my mind simply shuts at 9 plus and I really feel I cannot absorb anymore stuff that I read. THough I don't feel safe for stop studying, I simply cannot study or even see my readings anymore. I think I need a short break, I feel stress.
Huishi saw white hair (omg).
CA results are generally okay with the exception of PSYCOLOGY. B for midterm test and B- for midterm essay. THere goes my 60%. and I dont feel exactly safe for my finals. I will study (of course) but I must prep myself for B- although I really hope I can get a B (at least).
I am really tired and i dont know how to say this form of tiredness. Its sorta like brain dead and yet living.
STB Fieldtrip
STB Fieldtrip Group Photo
Geog Soc with Prof Chang
Uniquely Singapore - Geog Soc
Ladies and Lions
Dilemma
When you are sad and hopes to talk to someone, the person happens to be there.
When you are disappointed and hopes to share with someone, the person will also be there.
When you are happy, the person will be there.
You feel comfortable with the person and enjoys the prescence.
BUT
You don't have special feelings for the person.
Dilemma isn't it?
Random Quote for my new hairstyle.
I like guys with shorter hair. (H. S. Phua. Beejoox, 2008)
You look boy-boy now (X. H. Phang, 2008)
You look younger (B. Y. Lim. Michelle, 2008)
But I prefer your old hairstyle (P. S. Png. Winnie, 2008)
Fairytales
Fairytales are stories that mummy tells when I am young.
Fairytales have places that are beautiful.
Fairytales have princes that kiss the princesses.
Fairytales have evil sisters that are, in the end, gone.
Fairytales have magical beings who have limitless power.
Fairytales have perfect endings.
Fairytales are what people wants to experience.
I believe in
fairytales.
I want to visit the palace where Cinderella lives.
I want to play with Snow White, together with her 7 friends.
I am always looking towards a nice future.
I want to have a perfect
fairytale ending.
Looking forward?
I cannot exactly say I am looking forward... Sometimes I fear... I fear that the situation is very awkward... Of course given how long we knew each other, it will surely appear normal... at least I feel I am now able to face you normally... I have gotten past the stage to once again face up to you...
I believe that I can do it.
